hey marlon, before you go to japan here's more...e di siempre naunahan ako nila magblog tungkol sa valentine's ko di ba?...ang pagmomode ko e di nagstop there..i was so furious nga d b because of the things that he did during that punyeta day so when he texted me the next day na he enjoyed the concert (the concert!!!!di man lng cnabi na being wid me!!!in the first place eh sya naman nag-invite skin, shit talafa sha!!!), i didn't text him back... that night i was so depressed..i was torturing myself by going through everything all over again...in the end of all the analysis bottom line talaga eh asshole sya.. i was trying to look for some things that would give him a break na baka i was just being demanding pero whatever angle ko tingnan asshole talaga sya eh!!!so the next day i met up with Des, i needed an outlet eh, di enough un pagwhiwhine ko kina Shiela, Belinda and Cherl eh..I needed one more pair of ears para masabihan ng sama ng loob ko..so i poured my heart out ke Des and she said the same thing..jerk nga daw si carioca.. She asked me kun gusto ko b daw na kausapin nya si carioca about that..I really want to pero ayoko din eh...I want him to realize by himself that he made me feel really bad that night so i told Des not to tell anyone...pero me naman i feel na i was being ingrata kse i didn't even say thank you sa concert so i asked Des if it's ok if i would txt him just to say thank you..she said yes so go ako...at ges wat kun ano reply nya..he said no prob...that's what's friends are for!!!!!punyeta bigla nya akong naging friend!!!samantalang before super kaswitan sya sa akin, super corny at saykolow ng mga ginagawa nya before!!!!punyeta talaga sya!!!And i realized the reason for this sudden change...remember what i told you ( or Cherl, Shiela and Belinda?) na we have this female co-teacher na he has been flirting with before kya lng naging sila nun other male co-teacher din namin who happened to be carioca's friend..so medyo off-limits na sya dun.. the thing is break na sila nun bf nya, so ngayn super flirt yun dalawa..since gusto ko na si carioca super selos ako...kaya lang this is the saddest thing...remember what i said na the day i texted him to say thank you he just said na friends kme na medyo saykolow dahil never sya ganun ka-neutral skin magtxt..this is the reason why..he was with this female coteacher of mine un Feb 15!!!!!!Punyeta talaga!!!sori for the swears ha i just need to write those or else iiyak ako!!!I learned about that rendezvous tues ( yday) when we were having our field trip, one of my students told me teacher you know what i saw sir and ms so so ( un female coteacher ko) sa isang restaurant...when i heard it gusto ko na umiyak right there and then!!I texted shiela and cherl nga eh!!!Kse super feeling ko substitute lng tlaga ako and wla lng talaga...i was there when his gf left him and i was there when nina was still hitched..so the minute na nina got our of the relship he jumped at the opportunity of being with her right away!!!Marlon super kainis talga!!!ayoko na!!!I feel used sobra, well di used siguro...naphiya siguro...I was feeling all light and giddy all those times coz i was thinking na ah this guy really likes me and kilig coz im beginning to like him na rin...only to fall flat on my face na di pala!!!pampalit lang ako!!im sure the reason why he still invited me to go with him sa concert was the last ounce of pagiging gentleman nya!!!Now i know why he didn't even bother to let me eat dinner with him tapos super reluctant sya na ihatid ako!!!Kse he was saving up for his date the next day!!!!!Gago sya!!!!!!I hate him!!!!!!!Marlon i wish you are here para me isa pa akong iiyakan!!!Huhuhu!!!!Now i know delikado ako ma-in-love..like ko palang yun guy ganyan nko ka-affected eh..what more kung love ko na talaga sya...Anyways i met up with allan already...he is not bad looking naman pero he is not my type, maliit sya parang ka-height nya si Carioca so im just being reminded of him eh...so i dont think i would go any further with him....marlon i feel really bad..good thing super busy kme this week sa school..field trip, intrams, fair..if not maaalala ko lahat and i would feel bad again...pero now that im writing it im reminded again of everything!!huhu!!so to make me feel better pasalubong naman ng RL na bag oh...(wink wink!)..no joke ha!! i really need a big bag eh, ayoko ng mga designer bag dito kamahalan eh tapos di pa ganon kalaki..sige na Marlon..il pay you promise!!!Please!!!!sige na!!tnx mwah!!yan i feel better na kse i know you'll buy one for me!!!