i'm having the worst day of may so far.
i woke up early, like 7 am for my 10 am dental appointment.
11 am na, di pa rin nasisimulan i-adjust braces ko
dahil di pa tapos dentist ko sa previous patient.
it's not the 1st time na nangyari, as in kumukulo dugo ko.
i don't really like waiting, lalo na may formal appointment.
i could have slept longer, or basta.

plan ko was to visit ateneo after the appointment,
pero mga 1130 na kami natapos.
dala-dala ko pa naman yung diploma ko for
the certification chuchu for my scholarship.
hindi ko na naabutan open ang registrar's office.

pagpunta ko naman sa filipino department,
isa lang recommendation form dala ni dm reyes.
sabi ko ok lang, balik na lang ako next week,
but deep inside, i felt na waste of time yung
pabalik-balik ko sa ateneo dahil may work ako.
lagi akong nagha-halfday just for that.
i don't have unlimited vacation leaves.

isa pang nakakainis e yung scorching weather.
i've been experiencing headaches, dahil sa init.
i feel na one of these days, i'll have a heat stroke.
minsan ayaw ko na lang lumabas ng office dahil sa init.
no wonder walang 1st world na tropical country!

it's a super mode day for me, pero i'm trying to be patient.
iniisip ko na lang na it's god's way of reminding me,
na i can't make everything under my control,
or for things to happen the way i want them to happen.

i read your friend's contribution to inquirer,
tapos instead na ma-uplift ako sa sinulat nya,
naisip ko na di kaya she's just rationalizing things?
like saying she's ONLY 26?
what if yun na ang peak of her life, downhill na from there?
ayan, nadamay sya sa mode day ko ngayon.
chuks!

mag-gym ako tonight although honestly, i can't see the difference.
i've been going to the gym for almost a month now,
but i can't see a significant improvement!
i've lost a few pounds during the last month, pero that's it.
i can still feel my tummy.

anyways, para di lang ako ang mode,
remind ko lang yung mga nanghiram ng books ko.
belinda, yung yearbook ko pala nasa yo pa, yung 2nd book.
pag tinitignan ko kasi bookcase ko, nami-miss ko sya.
chuks!