hello cherryl...basta good luck na lang sa career...kasi parang puro nega namin sinasabi mo eh...if you want something, go for it noh! sabi nga, if you want something badly, the whole world will connive to help you...swear, i think that is true...ergo, the first thing you need to do is to really, really want something...then, everything will just flow from there...

about what's-his-face, kung ano man ang real score...bahala ka na! basta protect yourself...heed your own advice...pero i would strongly recommend you move on! i mean, somehow there must be a guy out there somewhere who deserves you...

si joey, pedeng mag-share? hahaha...lam nio bang monday night, i was a-crying for some time...pero that was it...hahah....nagdrama lola nio...naisip ko nga kayo eh....tas i wanted to go home para you guys were there to hear me out...kasi diahe naman mag-vent out sa mga tao dito...i mean, im generally seen as a happy person and no-guy-problem /i-dont-need-guys type of girl...but mostly, it's the communication gap...baka im there getting all-emotional tas they do not understand me...ang pangit di ba...tas si tuan anh, on vacation since last week, so wala akong friend na magaling mag-english dito...so there...but dont get me wrong ha! im not hoping for anything...im a pretty practical person...napag-usapan nga namin ni joey yan e...i mean, what prolly attracted us to each other is that we knew we were dealing with something that can never be...you know naman how people desire what's forbidden...pero all what we had has ended...im not sad...i knew what we had was beautiful (chuks!)...hahaha...and i dont think it was completely a waste of time...oh, and he said that too...o di ba...and yeah, we did define ourselves as being temporary mad spending some time together...so ok na sana ano, it could have blossomed into something called love as captain corelli remarked but our roots havent been that intertwined that much we cannot bear to live without each other...so wala talaga...but im hoping that next time i meet a guy i like, i want the next level na...i wanna be shaken to the core, be temporarily mad, then get really serious with him...charing...pero what's really nice about what happened is that i learned that im not actually a heartless bitch...i learned that someone could actually shake me to the core! swear for some time kala ko di na mangyayari yun...hahaha...anyways, enough...tomorrow ulit or baka mamaya sa bahay blog ako ulit...mejo mahabang introspection kasi pinagagawa ko e...tas gusto ko lang i-share mga natutunan ko....chuks...