Red Squirrel

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Thursday, April 08, 2004

hi! im home alone now so eto super blog na lang. umalis buong family ko yesterday pa out-of-town, dapat susunod ako kaso tinamad na ko. so eto i ended up alone.

anyway, i just want to share something. you guys were discussing that "prologue" thing. ako naman yata walang katapusang epilogue (or mali ang term ko, anyway ganito kwento...), about you-know-who. if you guys are getting tired of kwento about him pasensya na share ko lang. he texted again last night. he again apologized for what he did (whatever those were!). he said na he's not asking naman forgiveness, he just wants to tell me na he regrets his mistakes. na kesyo i didn't deserve whatever he did and he's ashamed chuva! syempre text back ang lola mo and ang sabi ko i don't know what i should say. it has been a long time since we last talked to each other and it's not easy for me to react now. siguro kung nuon pa sya nagparamdam ng ganyan madali for me to react, and galit at pagkamuhi ang reaction ko nun i'm sure. but now, na-shock lang ako. at wala akong masabi.

parang wala na yung nangyari. parang ok na ko. honestly, wala ng sobrang galit (konti na lang!). siguro wala pa rin kasing closure for both of us kaya medyo there's that feeling na may certain "gap" in our lives. hehe! kaya hindi rin siguro kami mapakali sa buhay namin. well, i can say na di pa rin yata tapos ang chapter na ito sa buhay ko. so mali ang term ko, wala pang epilogue.

anyway, belinda uwi ka ba dito for the weeding, este, wedding pala? may 22 na sa baywatch, quezon. abay sila des and sophie.

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