i chatted with her again last night tapos same old story.
there was this part sa chat namin i asked her
if she believes in soulmates and finding that one true love.
hindi sya sumagot for some time,
tapos later on sabi nya, yes.
i saw it as a sign na di nya talaga nakikita
etong guy as her soulmate or true love,
and deep inside, there's someone better for her.
so i don't agree na she knows what she wants.
she wants to continue the relationship,
but does she really want a relationship with this guy?

she's still hurting, pero she keeps on meeting him.
then she'd ask me na iumpog ko na sya sa pader
nang matauhan na daw sya.
by doing this, is she really facing her problem head on?
more like evading the truth, and ignoring all the danger signs.

anyways, ang seryoso ng mga sagot ko diba?
kasi medyo bad days na, 2 days in a row.
i got home at around 3 am dahil sa overtime
tapos nag-check out na kami sa hotel.
sa apartment na kami titira.
so maaga pa lang dapat gising na kami.
tapos nakuha ko na yung payroll check ko kanina.
more than a week late, super poor ko na dito.
i had to pick it up somewhere tapos pa-encash.
since i don't have a bank account, had to open one.
so dinala ko passport and social security ko dito.
tapos ayaw tanggapin ang social security ko,
invalid number daw sabi ng computer.
so we went to the local social security office,
tapos pina-verify, and ok naman.
they had to print this letter saying something
na my number's valid achuchuchuchu.
tapos had to go back to the bank para ayusin,
tapos buti na lang at na-approve.
pero yung check, baka next week pa
pumasok sa account ko kasi may processing chuchu.
ayun, past 4 pm na ako nakabalik sa office!

hindi ko talaga bet ang past 2 days na to,
wish ko lang mag-weekend na nang makarampa na.
teka, wala pa rin pala akong pera!
huhuhuhuhuhu!