marlon,
got ur christmas postcard na, mama ko ngbgay skin so feeling ko nabasa nya un nakasukat dun, me naman patay malisya lng, pero i stl have this weird feeling na me iniisip mama ko, yaan mo na kebs na lng, about allan, un pa rin kme txt txt, minsan nawawala sya minsan bumabalik, about ke mark , malabo yun eh, minsan feeling ko like nya ako minsan i have this feeling na im just one of the girls nya, di sya masyado keri ha pero madami sya girls tlaga, on his birthday he asked me to have dinner with him actually, he had been asking me out na before pa pero i kept on turning him down keso this and that...pero this time sbi ko sige go for it na lng, whatever turn out from this e di yun,sbi ko try k din, so we had dinner, kya lng the whole time we were talking about his exgf, so lost, bigle umikse hair ko, i had this feeling b4 na win-win ako cz he had been making paramdam etc, pero all those kayabangan eh bumalik skin, i realized kse na hang up pa rin sya sa ex nya, sad noh? ego booster ko rin kse un in a way tapos bigla in my face nalaman ko he just needs someone to hang out with, kakwentuhan, or smthing like that, it doesn't mean naman na yoko ng ganun, actually mas ok nga yun, its just that dati feeling ko ang haba-haba ng hair ko, ngayn back to bob cut....so un lng..less complicated ang drama ko kse at least wala gf c mark pero mas malabo naman cz hindi ko naman tlaga alam kun ano ba...anyways about your realizations RE your career and stuff, mas ok sna kun nandito ka para mas mahabang usapan yan...kya lng ur not so eto na lng i think we all go through that, quarter life crisis nga yan...you'll feel ok din after nyan...im not so good at this kse khit ako confused pa rin as to ano ba talaga mangyayari skn or what do i want to happen... pero wish ko lng the we get what's best for all of us..;)