hi, mag kwento na naman ako...i just emailed vlad (my the-one-who-got-away) to greet him on his bday...then the email wasnt sent out coz his e-add does not exist anymore...weird lang...what is my point here? wala lang...im just thinking that there would be no way to get in touch with him na...or baka dead na sia...chuks...so kebs na...erase na talaga sia sa buhay ko...shets im getting so senti, it must be that stupid song playing right now...or it must be because of the lenten season...the time to reflect, to remember who we were and who we wanted to be...and yes, to recall friends from years past...

nawala momentum ko...a colleague talked to me kasi...name nia ngoc tuan...he is one that you can consider goodlooking (tipo ni marlon)...pero not my type coz he's very loud...we just talked about work (he just got rewarded, plus salary increase), his life, his biz, his drinking (he drinks a lot) which is a way for him to release stress...he said that i should go out more so i wont be as lonely...i think word went out already that i cried...puneta...and he added that one of these days, i should talk to him about my life, family, country....sabi ko yeah, pag close na tayo...no chuks...i found out that we both love the sea and the mountains...but unlike me who likes the sun, he likes the rain better (life daw kasi ang rain, duh)...and if nature trip for me was partly an avenue to reflect, reflecting was boring daw for him...socializing daw is the name of the game....ewan...weird lang bat bigla akong kinausap nun about personal stuffs...tsaka biglang naging friendly-serious...dati friendly-lokohan lang...baka he's just being nice coz i explained to him something in a marketing manual that he could not understand...anyways, yun lang.