cherryl, belinda
makikisali na rin ako sa career anxiety bandwagon ha..i know perfectly well what cherryl is undergoing, i'm in the process of evaluating my life now also, officially five years na ako sa Miriam and just like Cherryl most of my batchmates are not here anymore. Don't really know kun san-san na sila now basta what i know is happy na sila wherever they are. As for me, i can say that i'm not really happy anymore dito sa Miriam. Not happy in the sense that although i'm still enjoying what i'm doing now, i know that there can be something else out there that i would prefer/love doing.I'm not happy rin kse i feel like i'm in a dead end here eh. Dead end kse i wouldn't budge and do some things that would make me stand out from the others...i know i can always do that if i would really want to outshine my co-teachers here pero wala ako balak.. i don't know if you can follow me...i feel like bakit kailangan ako magmaganda when i know myself and i know very well na magaling ako (konti lang!;->) Kaya lang in the process, ang napapansin yun iba and pag yun iba naman ang narecognize,i don't know if this is sourgraping, i feel a twinge of "ngek, bakit sya, mas magaling ako sa kanya eh!" But the thing is, yoko pa rin magmagaling and pumapel. Gets?
if not, okay lang,basta bottom line lang, i'm not going anywhere here in Miriam. So why am i staying pa? Mainly because of the pay...i have to admit that the pay here is good..maybe not as good as what marlon and belinda may be getting (sorry cherryl ;-> ) pero good enough for me. Just like Belinda i have obligations din sa bahay eh.
So sometimes naiisip ko, unfair. Some people get to pursue their happiness and their own legends when some people are restrained by factors like family obligations. I'm not saying hindi ako masaya na i am able to help out pero there are times when i feel like there so many things that i could still do had it not been for some personal reasons....

kaya lang if one would really think about it, tao tayo di ba and we are capable of transcending whatever restraints are holding us down to our spot now...

sad, that means ako lang talaga ang reason why i'm in a rut now....:-(