freaking friday

hello! eto na naman ako!

may kakaibang nangyari kanina...background: J is a friend of my friend, Chat, from MBA. turns out that he hangs out in the same place as we do (Panchito's sa West Village)...so i mentioned that we were going to the same place this friday; sabi ko if dun sila gimik, then i could meet him and introduce him to friends...actually plan ko talaga i-hook up yung guy friends nia sa girl friends ko...and i told him that, pero sabi ko friendship muna...

H1 said he'll be late kasi he'll be driving Raymond to the airport...

so i and the girls get to the place at 9pm and J is already there- with about 6 other guys! i didn't expect him to bring so many guys...kasi he mentioned konti lang and that may girls pang kasama...but no, puro guys! although in addition to the 6, two other couples from their group arrived after an hour or so...

so we settled sa isang couch, 7 girls kami tas 3 guys na bf/asawa/vakler ...tas J and the other guys nagsettle din sa couch next to us...naki-mingle sila, which was really nice...tas these guys, shempre ako common friend, sa akin kumakausap...in fairness merong ibang cutee; pero well, i like H na...anyways, patawag and pa-introduce ako sa mga girls para ma-expand friendships nila; na siguro mejo OA on my part na; plus i didn't want din actually the girls to think i was flirting with the guys devahhh...tas loob loob ko, nasan na si H!

he arrived siguro mga 12mn na, kasama pa sis nia; natagalan sila kasi may dalang car- nawala tas nahirapan im sure maghanap ng parking...that time, katabi ako ng isang guy and ni J kasi kinakausap nila ako- eh imagine nio nag-merge na yung two groups by this time so super siksikan...and super conscious ako, promise! baka isipin na malandi ako...which is partially true only...chuks..

so ergo, i didnt get to talk to him much...kasi i felt i needed to "entertain" J et. al. pero happy na din ako kasi isang girl, si maan, may bagong yosi partner sia na friend ni J...plus, may future plans pang mag-poker yung girls with the guys...say!

i texted H1 when i got home kanina (nagsubway kami ng girls going to queens)...no reply...which is really strange; normally sia nga tumatawag and never sleeps before calling me after a night out...:( i know i didn't do anything bad, pero i feel bad...