hallo uli!! eto na chika about ke chicoy and shiela...b4 the day ng d8 ni shla patxt sya na samahan ko daw sya imeet 1 friend sa starbucks, la naman ako pupuntahan so pumayag ako ...nun day itself na patawag-tawag and patext-txt si shiela na dapat daw talaga punta ako, so medyo nacurious na ako talaga kse nagmamaganda masyado si shiela eh..nun magmeet na kme ni shiela inamin na nya na c chicoy pla kadate nya...sabi ko eh bakit kasama pa ako? gusto daw kse ni shiela na makita ko din, i told her sya sya...so punta na kme starbucks kse nga eh dun daw sila meet kya lng ngtxt si chicoy na mdyo malayo pa dw sya so kumain muna kme ni shiela sa shakeys...then ng halfway na kme sa pagkain ngtxt c chicoy na dun na daw sya..si shiela natataranta..hindi alam gagawin...gusto sna nya iinvite na lng sa shakeys kya lng sbi ko wag na lng kse dyahe dahil kumakain kme..sbi ko una na lng si shiela strbucks habang tatapusin ko dinner ko..si shiela naman e ayaw so sbi ko bibilisan ko na lng pagkain ko..and while im eating eto na at nakita na shiela ngpark un car nis chicoy sa lbas ng shakeys so we decided to get our bill na...si shiela all those times eh mdyo di alam ang gagawin,,me papunta sa CR at nagretouch and then pinatake-out food at di na sya makakakain.. then finally nakita na namin si Chicoy...sabi ko ah eto pala si chicoy...ok naman..mukang chinese na semi-kalbo..me itsura naman...actually bagay sila ni shiela, mdyo matangkad and maputi kya bagay nga sila ni shiela..personality wise ok naman sya.. super machika...kya lng tama ba yn na nsa starbucks na kme eh nagyaya pa sa mcdo..hehe..gutom daw kse sya...so nun nsa macdo na kme pachika chika sya...about mga naging ex gf and barkada nya na taga-Miriam High School...medyo mga kilala ko halos un mga friends niya..mga classmates ko dati nun High School...un pala ateneo high sya...and he asked this certain girl na feeling ko kilala ko kya lng di ko maremember, ex daw nya kse, at pasabi na bakit daw hindi ko kilala un girl eh heart throb daw un..sabi namin ni shiela, ganun naging gf mo isang heart throb? are you trying to imply something?..di rin modest si chicoy ha!...jolly person sya..di sya mahiyain noh..not at all...at super pacompliment ke shiela!!!keso mas maganda daw si shiela dun sa ex gf ni mike maliksi at keso bakit daw di nanligaw si mike ke shiela...twice yta sinabihan nya na pretty si shiela...grabe haba ng buhok ni shiela dat nyt ha! at medyo pa-flirt sya talaga ke shiela..ngcomment kse si shiela na medyo tumaba si chicoy, sagot ni chicoy eh ngpapataba daw talaga sya para pag nagkita sila ni shiela e macho na sya...flirt grabe.. eto naman si shiela eh patawa-tawa lng.. in fairness ok yun dalawa ha, ok si shiela chumika ke chicoy, di nag-iinarte, mas natural sya, gaunu din s chicoy...after 15-20 mins i told them na il go ahead...what happend after i left s shila na lng kwento...thats all folks!..;)

hello! eto nabuhay ako...nagsend ako ng email sa yo marlon re stuffs, including yun sinasabi ni belinda na mejomode ako ke cherryl dahil pasabi-sabi sya sa mga tao ng kun anu-ano, k na ako dun just for the record, actualli nireregret ko nga na sinend ko un syo or nasabi ko kun kanino man kse baka sabhin ang arte arte ko e totoo naman, sasama lng uli loob ko, nways magkwekwento sana ako about sa date ni shiela with chicoy kse i was with them yday eh, tama ba yun gawin ako third wheel!!! Pero ok lang kse at least nakita ko na si chicoy....kaya lng me nag-aantay skin na co-teacher ko ngayon eh so tom na lng details, hehe...;)

marlon! i got ur postcard! thanks! i have a kwento. si lani mejo nag-mode kay cherryl...pano ba naman kasi, she volunteeered some personal information of lani, sa officemates niya!...such as she hasn't gone out on a date yet, never kissed a guy, never had a boyfriend...etc...so there...but i think cherryl said sorry na so everything's ok na naman...hehehehe sige ha...next time ulit...:)

SHIELA told me to post this in the blog...so here goes...

hello everyone! kmusta na?sori d k post mail sa blog kc filing k nahihiya ko it's somtng private di ba lalu na lovelife (na walang kuwenta) baka iba makabasa nun sabihn saykolow mga tao dun. anyway,here are the updates:

1.hongkong
actually biglaan lang niyaya k mama k meron siya appointmnt dun nagpasama kc gusto niya may kasama, so moi naman go di ba sayang opportunity! pagdating ko airport nakproblema na kc marami kami dalang mga kartons with the handicrafts of kors so di kami pde sabay bus ksama sa package from airport to hotel so rent kami truck courtesy of the travel agent. sabi ko sarili grabe dating kami airport nakatruck parang dyahi di ba pagbaba namin van pala siya honda pa eto pa...yung driver kamukha ni anthony and...naka-muscle shirt pa grabe na toooooo! siyempre naloka ko di ba. nung nakasakay na kami van tanong si tito ed (kasama namin) kung nakarating na siya manila oo daw and tanong niya wat u tink of phils sagot niya matagal parang nag-iisip pa tapos sabi niya the people are very nice,etc ibig sabihin he did not find phils dat gud,etc pa-safe siya kc pasahero niya kami di ba.tapos habang drive siya tingin2 ko salamin nakashades at parang si ton talaga grabe.
to make it short, di k nakagala masyado kasi bc mama ko alangan man insist ko pa di ba eh wala ko alam dun.nag-city tour kami meron filipina dun with family yata tapos habang kuwento yung guide mention siya na 5% mga foreigners mrami nga daw filipina mga domestic helpers,etc suweldo ganyan,etc yung filipina dun nagalit sb niya "i came hir to enjoy myself not to be insulted" tapos siyempre sori ng sori yung guide..tapos kuwento naman guide mention na naman filipina domestic helper na ang definition nga daw nila ng filipina is helper hala...na-offend naman yung babae dis tym kausap siya nung guide,etc tapos tanung kami kung na-offend daw kami sabi ni Tito Ed hindi daw baka daw dating dh yung girl kaya mag-asta ganun..moi naman dedma ko na lang it's a fact, can't very well do anything about it tsaka teritoryo nila yun di ba alangan man magmayabang k.anywy, ayun ok na sila nung guide tapos andami pa nga niya(filipina)binili kung anu-ano eh siyempre ,ay porsyento dun guide sa mga pinagdadalhan niya samin--jewelry shops, factory outlets, etc. eh di ba paslamat siya dun sa filipina kc tanung everytime kung bili ka sa shop kung cno guide mo kc nga may interes yata sila...re fashion/people grabe ang sopistikada nila mga naka-makeup, knee-length boots (magcommute lang yun), as in malayo sa tin filing mo tuloy (honestly) mukhang dh k (oh wag comment naman) taka nga dun yung may-ari ng jewelry 25 years old na daw ako mukha daw ko teenager (say mo lola mo) actually pde ibig sabhn baby face ko or hindi ko sopistikada enaf lyk they are! siya siya...sa airport pala eh siyempre kuha k karton siyempre sabay bitbit tinulungan ko cute na airport employee. nung kinukuha ko maleta ko 3 beses ko kuha maleta hindi pla sakin as in 3 beses tapos ibabalik ko naman dun sa baggage area.nung pagdating ko pala airport siyempre tingnan immigration papaers mo tinanong tanong nila ako--purpose,wen balik,wat flight,etc as in kinabahan ko kala ko di na ko papasukin kaya pala strict sila (lyk oders) with visitors esp wla pa tatak pasport baka magtagal dun,mag-tnt,etc buti naman ndala ko beauty, charm, persuasion,etcetc. eto pa hababg naglalakad ko sa chatam road solo ha (take note!) may nakita ko atenista k-block ko 1st year si Eths Go (BS MIS)nahiya ko at first tapos madali ko madali rin siya sb ko na lang.."eths.." sb niya "uuuy shiela..."tapos alis na kami pareho kc madali do alis na kami for airport...

2.CHIKOY
super iksi buhok ko wala as in wala na ko narrinig from him lately sinc naginvyt siya smhan ko daw siya megamall wala siya ksma out of the blue b naman sunday p so moi (siyempre dlagang filipina)di payag sb ko bc ko,etc biglain b naman kc without invyting me b4hand, tama ba yun? anyway, after that wla na k narinig sa kanya.it cudf only be 1) bc siya gf niya or work (puwede) 2)wala siya load kaya di txt or kol (eh naka-line siya noh...) 3)realize niya luv niya gf niya so di siya pde flirt2 sa iba lyk me no matter how irresistible i am (well...) 4)out of town siya re work (puwede rin in fairness) 5)realize niya mas maganda gf niya kesa skin (totally out f d question.anyway, ok lang basta ko nandito lang hintay sa tawag or txt niya (parang tanga noh) m ready, willing anytym,anywer,werver,watever,wenever he wants...chika!

3.ANTHONY
another super sad kuwento kc txt sb trina (hs frend k) na break daw sila maritz (ex gf niya) kc ayaw nung parents niya masama daw ugali syempre defend ko siya sb hs frends ko surprys cla kc ano daw gusto ka skanya mayabang,etc napag-isip ko sb ko my frends must have seen sometng more to Ton than meets my eyes, watever claims nila it must be substantiated d cila type of person to make judgments purely on chika,etc without seeing sometng di ba (o say mo english yan mga iha) dis tym i might as well listen to dem di ba kc b4 d ko kinig sknila tingnan mo nangyari wala puro disaster di ba! so objectively, baka nga may mali si Ton di ko lang mkita coz blinded k sa faults niya (ryt?).kuwento k kay ton may bf na ex tapos bigla siya nasurprys kc nag-uusap and labas p rin cla nung girl (grabe na to......) all along ako pa-assume2 wala naman pala (ang laki kong tanga!)tapos hurt siay siyempre kesyo luv pa niya girl di niya alam niloloko siya girl padeny girl na may bf na kung di ko pa narinig di niya mlaman and...,tawag pa niya trina to confirm kht alas dose ng gabi kung may bf na siympre verify ni trina tapos yun nga tawag siya sakin (kailnagn kausap deny ko pa b, )basta dami pa namin pag-usapan re maritz and gaye (ex gf b4 maritz 5 years)compare niya,etc tapos thank you ng ty skin 4 telling him daw sab k sarili ko "leche ka, tarantado...etc kung alam mo lang buti na lang....huhuhu)sb ko move on etc ask him wala ba ibang girl tipuhan siya meron daw law skul (naglaw si ton fyi)maganda ala lea salonga donita rose dw(sb ko sarili ko ha!d naman mganda si lea ah si donita gumanda na lang nung nagvj (sourgraping)).kaya lang naggging close niya so pag gusto niya tapos nbarkada niya nawawala pagkgusto niya (watever!)ask him wala ba siya frends na gusto niy (chuks promote sarili)sb niya never dw siya as a rule nanligaw barkada niya. anyway, pati ako (among others)pinagseselosan nung ex-maritz pero sabi niya d pa niya gf maritz frends n niya kami eh di sana niligawan na niya kami (aray ko!nose dive self-esteem ko,etc my golly kung alam lang niya mga romanticassumptions ko wd him haaaay!).d ting is ayaw sa kanya parents nung girl sinisiraan siya nung parents and frends girln kaya hiwalay sila.ask pa niya ko kung may kilala ko pakilala skanya sb ko meron maputi,maganda (mahilig siya mestiza) pero ayaw chinese chuks!(its true ha m nt kidding pero ayaw ki sila mit bka magustuhan niya di ko yata kaya yun chuks!) hanap daw niya marrying type at his age yun gusto niya,etc syempre sb ko marami du\iyan darating lang yan, not the ryt girl lang yung b4,etc (plastic!) wat can i do? SOMEHOW I WAS Ryt all along told cherryl kc na kung gusto niya k matagal na niya ko ligawan and mention ko guys gusto ko saknaya indifferent siya means wala siya paki kc he doesn'T see me more than a frend (ha!it's his loss d ba) somehw it's been at the back of my mind na frend lang talaga tingin niya sa kin pero di ba der s nuting wrong with hoping.now, it seems confimed suspicions ko, wen i was confronted with d reality....well dat's lyf di ba u win some..u lose some...kaya from now on lie low muna ko skanya kc mhrap di ba he's near..yet so far...super sad story

that's all hope you enjoy my stories,chika,etc
note:email ko pa rin sa mga email add niyo (marlon,blinda,lani) para sigurado di di ko sure sa yahoogroups natin kc.

ay pahabol...there's this book of love answers in powerbooks...it's in red, it's the same size as the first book...nakakatuwa...kwento na lang ako next time...sige.

hay naku...saykolow na kung saykolow...siempre no we wouldnt want to get involved with guys who are into something as shallow as costume parties in manila polo club...or someone who has a different set of values...that would put way too much conflict in the relationship...nuf of that...si cherryl, she's delirious na with happiness kasi francis left his cel fone in her bag...i dunno if she was able to read his messages...she wanted to when she talked to me...si lani, i dunno what's up with her...she has not made herself felt these past few weeks...shiela's back, looking for a job...she was in bicol kasi during the holidays and extended her stay there for two weeks...and by the way, sani called, nangungumusta...at least now he didn't say anything about having gone to Japan or what-have-you...anyways yun lang...how's george?

hello everyowl!

nandito ako sa house ngayon using my brand new laptop.
actually provided ng safeway to, not yet sure kung akin na talaga.
hopefully, ma-ipuslit ko to pabalik ng pinas.
chuks!

saykolow ang non-negotiables nyo ha.
#1 was a sweeping generalization.
how can you say someone who goes to a costume party
only enjoys superficial connections?
there's a time and place for everything,
perhaps, he just knows how to relax and let loose.

#5 naman is saykolow rin.
do you want someone who's a mirror image of yourself?
that's kinda scary right?
chuks!

twice ko na pala nakausap si rochelle sa ym,
and nakwento nga nya yung tungkol sa seaman.
pagbutihan mo yan cherryl, baka sya na nga.
isipin mo na lang ang dollars (cha-ching!),
at places na mabibisita mo pag nag-stowaway ka sa barko.
chuks!

belinda, it's ok to feel that way, na sana di na lang.
pero my stand naman, no regrets.
i wouldn't be the person i am now, without those experiences.
at least now, i know what it's like to lose someone.
it's up to you how you would want it to affect you.
it's a choice, a decision, and i choose to learn and grow.

that's all, thank you.
*bow*

hey there marlon. i asked cherryl when she was hurting over Francis if she thinks it would have been better if she hadn't met him, her the-one-who-got-away. predictably she said nope, she wouldn't exchange it for the world. she said that the experience has taught her a lot and that it has opened her eyes to the ways and schemes of men, albeit not all came sweet. ako i went, ahhh talaga. tapos she asked me "bakit, would you rather have not met vlad?" my the-one-who-got-away. sabi ko yeah, i think i'd be better off not having met him. i think kasi it's akin to watching a tv series that everybody's talking about say, the sopranos. if i hadn't seen the first three episodes, then i wouldn't mind missing the next three. otherwise, i'd feel bad not watching even just one episode. kasi i haven't been able to "establish ties," so to speak... or been attached to the tv series. so the loss of missing an entire episode is not so grave coz you don't know what you've missed. parang in this case, ignorance is a bliss. i don't know but i'd like my life simple... i'd like to remain thinking that life and love paint a very pretty picture. always. siguro it's a bad idea to see through rose-colored glasses...illusory...but at least everything's pleasant.

uy people sorry i wasn't able to post anything for the longest time. wala kong time to use the internet. charing. uy marlon kumusta na? siguro naman by this time you already know a lot of things happening here in manila dahil inunahan na kong chumika ng isang nagngangalang belinda dyan. pati ba naman about S e sinabi sa yo e confidential yun. anyway, what can you say about her? actually ako i want to talk to her pero the thing is she is not reaching out e. I'm asking her to go out with me parang ayaw nya. hay naku, buhay nya yan so bahala na sya but rest assured na if she needs me i'm here for her. *sob*
uy next month ko na imi-meet yung seaman. nakita na daw ni otche yung pix di daw lost pero di rin win. kebs na lang kasi wala lang yun. o say modern woman ang drama ko!!!
sinabihan ko na si alex about your friend, super go ang lola mo. ewan ko lang kung when the time comes e go pa rin sya. baka nag-away sila ni paul kaya gusto makipag-date sa iba.
i've had interviews na with mega magazine for copywriter. may exam pa daw at ito ang saykolow ang head nung papasukan ko si dexter fabian. tama bang maging superior ko sya. charing. i just hope na mega will consider me. i need a new job. masyado na masikip ang mundo ko sa opisina. chuks.
o yan muna. wla exciting updates e pag meron chikahan ulit tayo. ciao!!!!

last friday, november 1, i was with lani and cherryl sa figaro brick road. we came up with the following non-negotiables:
1. doesn't go to costume parties- actually we came up with this since we can't put a finger to those who are into activities that are too bourgeois..where the type of connection that you get with people is too superficial...where everyone is nagpa-plastikan
2. not an addict (currently)- if in the past, he was in a drug pit...then it's fine with us...as long as when we met the guy...hindi na sia addict
3. unmarried- i think we are still have enough morals in our blood not to do a sofi. chuks.
4. deep/soulful/insightful- basta you get the idea...someone who can carry a conversation...
5. have the same values/lifestyle/needs as us. yun lang.
extra:
lani's non-negotiable: mataba. say!