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Monday, February 24, 2003

hello every1 sory juz continued my story juz now been very bc l8ly.anyway,
so ayun di ba nasa shower party kami nung high skul frend ko and andun si
carlos miguel with anodr guy.carlos ws acting weird dat nyt maybe he was
drunk na kc he came from a party pa di ba. he was touching my nape(one of
girls' most sensitive parts accdg to some girls take note mga lola), pulling
my belt (ano baaaaaaa gusto yata tanggalin no chuks!), and making kiliti
ha(kakaiba na siya)God knows why?!!!!!in all honesty,i was kindda
embarrassed cz my frends wer der (no chika) baka they will think badly of
me(charing) baka sabihn ang landi ko (hindi ba?) di ba at dat tym i dont
know wat 2 tink (wala ko maisip lumipad na utak ko sa ginagawa niya hehehe)
but d oder part of me (meron pa ba?)tinks that somhow maybe after all dis
years of waiting, of longing, now as in now is the tym iv bn dreaming of
maybe (jz maybe)he sees me mor dan a frend, maybe he sees me as a woman
(wala nga boobs) not juz a frend, a woman who is attractive(walang kokontra)
who has romantic potentials....but the sensible syd(minsan lang to lumabas)
of me tinks it ludicruous if not totally impossible(watever).its gud my
frends wer der(kung hindi baka pinatulan ko na no chuks) at least it somehow
reminded me wid dis "fact". d funny thing is my frends have never lykd him
esp as my potential chuchu but dat nyt he was making jokes, kuwento and tawa
as in tawa ng tawa sila. i kept on wondering y all of a sudden they changed
their tune---i tot ayaw nila s kanya, nayayabangan sila,etc etc pero tawa
naman ng tawa sila wid his jokes as in m not exaggerating most of the tym
nandun siya nagtatawan sila. i was hapy din kc finally they are seeing a syd
of him that they've never seen, overlooked or jz refused to see(cz di nga
nila gusto si carlos).i wud be a hypocrite if i deny that i want dem to lyk
him purely bcoz i lyk him.anyway, ask ko siya kumanta and and pinili
"bikining itim" aaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnd hindi lang yan niyaya pa ko
sumayaw(sayang kung kaming dalawa lang eh di ok sana nhiya lang ko frends
k).diyos ko nahiya rin ko much as i want to grab d opportunity, lumabas pa
rin kahihiyan ko(in fairness meron din ko nito) in the first place, pangit
ng song, i find it bastos baka ano isipin niya skin kung payag ko secondly,
wala lang... di ko fil sumayaw di ba ganunn yun pag gusto mo conscious ka
baka di maganda sayaw mo or somting baka mapahiya ka der is always the fear
or watever it is...in fairness, nahawakan kamay ko siyempre kc nga hinihila
niya hands k i was trying to avoid his kung tutuusin dat was lost
opportunity for me but wat can i do i realyzed i made a mistake and twas
alredi 2 l8.so alis na rin sila mgaa 10 pm and txt siya after kesyo
nag-enjoy daw siya...afterwrds, sb frends ko der is attraction but not
enough for commitment, relationship and all that entails...fine di ba i
kindda sensed it na rin before pa(manhid lang ko or di ko lang gusto i
sense) pero sumtyms its nyc to hear it agen( m a very attractive person
naman so its not surprising).kaya lang si carlos sense dw nya na i lyk him
all it nids is a confirmation from me(wat for?).sumhow, it made a lot of
sense medyo nauntog ko dun.all dis tym i was not aware of dis revolting fact
sumtyms kc im obvious cgro so i didnt know na obvious ako, sweet lang talaga
ko di ba, how i bhave around him is d same wid how i bhave wid oders.i dont
know maybe m trying to justify myself i dont know. somhw it made everyting
clear.i have to move on.ayoko in fact, ayoko makipag-date kung hindi ko lang
gusto or di tulad niya but dis shud not b my attitude di ba? every man i
meet i always compare it to him (which shud not be d case)wat can i do rin?i
dont want to ruin the frendship,etc.(frendship watever) i told myself kc
that i wud stop pining for him when he gets married (huhuhuhuhuhu) sad but
true(dis tym m not kidding).pero ha kung kunin niy ko ninang halimbawa pix
sa binyag kunyari nahulog ko baby niya (joke lang ha i caan nver do this esp
to him.one day, punta ko lto la ko car kc la nga ko lisensiya buti naman may
nakita ko car plate number biya so ask him favor idaan niya ko dun buti
naman same destination rin kami. while der, sb ko pa music siya sb niya wag
daw para marinig niya boses ko(watever!) , eto pa told him to lock his door
sb niya bakit daw rape-in ko ba siya syempre nasbi ko lang "ok k lang"(in my
dreams)sb niya joke lang daw yun. bkit di daw ko mag-bf kaibigan dw niya ko
and everyting syempre gusto niya masaya ko (king alam lang niya d guy i want
is sitting bsyd me)tapos kuwento luvlyuf niya (alam niyo ba filing tumitirik
mata niyo sa inis.dat's how i felt den back to frends na naman.bkt ganun?
pero tanung ko rin skanya kung kita pa rin niya yung crush ko na kilala nya
sb niya di na daw.sb ko kc f ever yun mga husband material tahimik, angelic,
simple, etc (d ko paselos ha)sb niya yun daw pala mga type ko sb ko oo
naman...(in all honesty, mas guwapo s kanya mas mabait, down to
earth,etcetc.)anyway, so we agreed to mit outsyd the bank pag punta ko car
niya wala saya dun so text ko siya kc may frend siya dun bank (girl
ha).anyway, hatid nya ko i ask him favor sb niya bc may ginagawa siya so
work so medyo nadisappoint ko parang ewan ko ba i ask litttle tings and
sobra bihira pa yun di pa niya magawa.luv yyyyyyy is it so
complicated????????????mali kung mali kc i kindda expect pero naisip ko lang
yun naman that der r tings i can, wil try to do for him pero siya simple
tingss di pa mgawa.hhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy pagibig (sabi nga ni ara
mina di ba).

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Saturday, February 22, 2003

hi owl,

today's my last day here in safeway,
and aalis na ako this sunday papuntang tokyo.
medyo excited na ako matapos ang araw,
at rumampa sa LA kung san nangyari ang di dapat nangyari.
chuks!

after more than 5 months, happy ako with what happened.
i got to do a lot of things na di ko na-expect na magagawa ko.
although i've always known na i'm somewhat destined for greater things in life,
di ko na-expect the way it happened.

i love traveling, and kung pwede nga lang, i'd travel the whole world.
but then, kailangang kumita ng pera to do things like this.
i just hope na i won't be too old to do that,
dahil sa pagpapakapagod sa trabaho.
sana makapag-travel tayo outside pinas as a group.

i've learned a lot of things, naka-experience ng ibang culture.
hopefully, i won't get too impatient with pinoys,
after getting used to the conveniences of a first world country.
say, ang arte!
chuks!

although happy ako dito, super miss ko kayong lahat.
iba pa rin when you're in the company of your close friends.
dito kasi sa place ko, ako lang yata ang baklush,
and i can't relate to most of them.
may mga girls, pero kakaiba pa rin sila mag-isip.
i'm not saying na bad yun, it's just that, magkaiba kami.
iba lang yung gusto nila, sa gusto ko.

anyways, this might be my last post until i return to manila.
ibabalik ko na lahat ng gamit ko sa safeway, including laptop.
i'll try to surf pag nasa tokyo na ako.
so yun lang muna, post lang kayo ng post!
chuks!

:)

Friday, February 21, 2003

lani,

grabe naman ang valentine's mo, disastrous!
and to think na yan ang first "valentine's" mo with a guy, traumatic pa.
but just like you said, he's an asshole, kaya kebs mo na lang.
although mahirap pa na i-kebs sya ngayon,
i'm sure fresh na fresh pa ang mga sugat.
chuks!

pero somehow happy ako, at least, may nangyayari sa yo.
i mean, it might be saykolow now, pero experience din yan.
at 26 (or 27?), nararanasan mo na how to fall in love and lose someone.
ngayon di ka pa siguro ganon ka-prepared to handle things like that,
pero later on, you'll have enough experience to face anything.
understandable naman na mainis (or magalit) ka sa kanya,
dahil somehow parang may pinalabas sya na gustong mangyari sa inyo.
pero take it one day at a time, unti-unti makakalimutan mo na sya.
say!

about the bag na sinasabi mo, you're kinda late no.
naka-pack na mga gamit ko, at no time for shopping na.
i'm going to LA tomorrow, saturday balik ko, then tokyo sa sunday.
kung nasabi mo lang noong january, nakabili sana ako sa outlet.
sinamahan kasi ako ni suzanne na mag-shopping sa LA.

anyways, post uli ako later ng kung anu-ano lang,
baka wala na akong time tomorrow, and until march 2.


Wednesday, February 19, 2003

hey marlon, before you go to japan here's more...e di siempre naunahan ako nila magblog tungkol sa valentine's ko di ba?...ang pagmomode ko e di nagstop there..i was so furious nga d b because of the things that he did during that punyeta day so when he texted me the next day na he enjoyed the concert (the concert!!!!di man lng cnabi na being wid me!!!in the first place eh sya naman nag-invite skin, shit talafa sha!!!), i didn't text him back... that night i was so depressed..i was torturing myself by going through everything all over again...in the end of all the analysis bottom line talaga eh asshole sya.. i was trying to look for some things that would give him a break na baka i was just being demanding pero whatever angle ko tingnan asshole talaga sya eh!!!so the next day i met up with Des, i needed an outlet eh, di enough un pagwhiwhine ko kina Shiela, Belinda and Cherl eh..I needed one more pair of ears para masabihan ng sama ng loob ko..so i poured my heart out ke Des and she said the same thing..jerk nga daw si carioca.. She asked me kun gusto ko b daw na kausapin nya si carioca about that..I really want to pero ayoko din eh...I want him to realize by himself that he made me feel really bad that night so i told Des not to tell anyone...pero me naman i feel na i was being ingrata kse i didn't even say thank you sa concert so i asked Des if it's ok if i would txt him just to say thank you..she said yes so go ako...at ges wat kun ano reply nya..he said no prob...that's what's friends are for!!!!!punyeta bigla nya akong naging friend!!!samantalang before super kaswitan sya sa akin, super corny at saykolow ng mga ginagawa nya before!!!!punyeta talaga sya!!!And i realized the reason for this sudden change...remember what i told you ( or Cherl, Shiela and Belinda?) na we have this female co-teacher na he has been flirting with before kya lng naging sila nun other male co-teacher din namin who happened to be carioca's friend..so medyo off-limits na sya dun.. the thing is break na sila nun bf nya, so ngayn super flirt yun dalawa..since gusto ko na si carioca super selos ako...kaya lang this is the saddest thing...remember what i said na the day i texted him to say thank you he just said na friends kme na medyo saykolow dahil never sya ganun ka-neutral skin magtxt..this is the reason why..he was with this female coteacher of mine un Feb 15!!!!!!Punyeta talaga!!!sori for the swears ha i just need to write those or else iiyak ako!!!I learned about that rendezvous tues ( yday) when we were having our field trip, one of my students told me teacher you know what i saw sir and ms so so ( un female coteacher ko) sa isang restaurant...when i heard it gusto ko na umiyak right there and then!!I texted shiela and cherl nga eh!!!Kse super feeling ko substitute lng tlaga ako and wla lng talaga...i was there when his gf left him and i was there when nina was still hitched..so the minute na nina got our of the relship he jumped at the opportunity of being with her right away!!!Marlon super kainis talga!!!ayoko na!!!I feel used sobra, well di used siguro...naphiya siguro...I was feeling all light and giddy all those times coz i was thinking na ah this guy really likes me and kilig coz im beginning to like him na rin...only to fall flat on my face na di pala!!!pampalit lang ako!!im sure the reason why he still invited me to go with him sa concert was the last ounce of pagiging gentleman nya!!!Now i know why he didn't even bother to let me eat dinner with him tapos super reluctant sya na ihatid ako!!!Kse he was saving up for his date the next day!!!!!Gago sya!!!!!!I hate him!!!!!!!Marlon i wish you are here para me isa pa akong iiyakan!!!Huhuhu!!!!Now i know delikado ako ma-in-love..like ko palang yun guy ganyan nko ka-affected eh..what more kung love ko na talaga sya...Anyways i met up with allan already...he is not bad looking naman pero he is not my type, maliit sya parang ka-height nya si Carioca so im just being reminded of him eh...so i dont think i would go any further with him....marlon i feel really bad..good thing super busy kme this week sa school..field trip, intrams, fair..if not maaalala ko lahat and i would feel bad again...pero now that im writing it im reminded again of everything!!huhu!!so to make me feel better pasalubong naman ng RL na bag oh...(wink wink!)..no joke ha!! i really need a big bag eh, ayoko ng mga designer bag dito kamahalan eh tapos di pa ganon kalaki..sige na Marlon..il pay you promise!!!Please!!!!sige na!!tnx mwah!!yan i feel better na kse i know you'll buy one for me!!!

Tuesday, February 18, 2003

marlon...ang daming nangyari sa valentine's...yung isa dun sobrang ka-mode...im sure busy ka na jan gettting ready for your flight to japan...so bago ka umalis...kwentohan muna kita...nagmode si lani kay mark kasi one hour late na nga siya sa pangdating...both of them had to wait outside the concert area pa for a friend who had their tickets...after the concert naman, niyaya na ni lani na magdinner...ayaw pa rin ni carioca coz meron pala siang lakad sa eastwood which did not include lani!...on top of that, parang masakit pa sa loob ni carioca na he had to drive lani to our hotel...sabi nia: "cost to coast ako tonight ah"...plus, when lani insisted that she really had to eat coz she was dead hungry, he offered to take her to goodah (!)...she was so infuriated she demanded that she get some food from don hen...at...sia pa nagbayad!...tas when they neared our hotel, hindi pa hinatid ni carioca si lani sa hotel...she had to cross the prostitute-infested quezon avenue at like one in the morning...mode...pero mas ka-mode si lani..remember our talks about how sometimes women can be stupid when they're in love? and how we promised we would never be like them? well, one certainly ate her words...for one, she was waiting for carioca to text her...two, she thanked (!) the guy for inviting her...and three, cherryl had the feeling that she wanted to change the guy for the better (!)...whatever!

Wednesday, February 12, 2003

belinda,

sorry at di ako masyado nakaimik yesterday
kasi di ko na-check yung celfone and pager ko.
sumama kasi akong mag-shopping sa housemates ko,
tapos naiwanan ko sa kotse yung celfone.
tapos pag-uwi naman sa house, diretso joe millionaire.
chuks!

anyways, pakisabi dyan kay cherryl, tigilan ang drama!
ok lang naman mag-resign basta may fallback sya,
meaning may kapalit na work.
pero anong mangyayari kung wala naman kapalit diba?
unless super sure sya na ika-counter offer sya,
like bibigyan ng raise or new project para di umalis.

anyways, nakuha ko na pala ang tourist visa ko!
mukhang tuloy na tuloy na me sa japan,
at super inaayos ko na ang pwedeng dalhin pag-uwi ko.
hindi ko pa naaasikaso yung details kasi may new york trip
pa ako this coming weekend so magulo ang isip ko.
chuks!

Monday, February 10, 2003

oche was so devasted feeling niya wala ng magkakagusto sa kanya...sana she'll drop the idea na...nakakainis eh...i mean hello?! she's only 22, andami pang panahon para makameet ng iba...ok lang ibigay email add ko...wala namang mawawala sa akin eh...hehehe...anyways nakaktuwa sia actually, usap na lang tayo about our meeting when i catch you online....sige :)

omg, that's really super sad.
pagkatapos nyang isuko ang bataan,
kakaliwain lang sya ng lalaking yun.
mukhang matagal na ginagawa ng guy yun,
and i feel he only stayed in the relationship,
just to have sex with her.
it sounds really bad, pero parang ganon,
parang wala syang good intentions,
and he took advantage of oche.

it's normal for girls na ma-attach ng sobra
sa mga guys na naging first sexual experience nila.
i have a friend who even wanted to carry her bf's baby,
kahit na naghiwalay na sila at may iba na yung guy.
but you should tell her na he's NOT the only guy.
sabi ko don sa friend ko, after going to the states,
the first lesson i learned is that malaki ang mundo.
you'll meet a lot of people in your life,
na hindi lang yung 1st bf nya ang lalaki sa mundo.
although it's easier said than done,
life is too short to wasre your time with one guy.
i mean, andami-daming opportunities to meet other people.
just visit another country, another place,
baka bigla mong makasalubong soulmate mo doon.
chuks!

anyways, ano pala isasagot ko kay mr. habal?
should i give him your email address?

Sunday, February 09, 2003

hi marlon...got ur message...saykolow...anyways alam mo bang oche broke up with her bf...it's sad, she was really crying last friday...the guy apparently has committed the mortal sin in relationships: may ibang girl. plus, he's guilty of lying, not texting her, not calling her, evading her calls by telling his family to inform oche na wala sia sa house nila even if he is around, etc...you get the drift...it's extremely depressing. add to that the revelation oche made that she still wants to save the relationship!!! what the.... anyways, the most we could do was listen...we doubt if she'd listen to our advice...may tanong ako...is it right to expect equal reaction for every action in relationships? like if you've sacrificed so much, dapat the person you love should sacrifice so much also...like in the case of oche...since she gave up her v, feeling niya mas dapat yung guy mag-exert ng effort na tumawag sa kanya or pick her up sa work...or on a lesser note, another example would be: since tumawag na ako sa yo, ikaw naman tumawag sa akin...or is it still the case of synergy: the effort you put into the relationship is proportional to your resources or capability? therefore i can and should never expect the other to give as much as i do because he has less to give...?

Thursday, February 06, 2003

hello everyone!
i have good news pala!
nagpunta na ako ng japanese embassy this morning,
and medyo ok na yata ang visa application ko,
although at first medyo ni-reject nila.
i submitted the documents including employment certification.
kaya lang parang ayaw nila tanggapin dahil walang guarantee
of a future employment here in the states.
nagtataka sila why i only have a one way ticket from the states.
sabi ko hindi pa nabibili yung ticket pabalik kasi vacation muna sa pinas.
they didn't buy my story and asked me to call the company,
to prepare another certificate certification.
nakausap ko yung HR namin and buti nagawa nila.
gumawa sila ng story na kesyo babalik daw ako ng april sa states.
super win!

tentative plan ko right now is leave SF on feb 23,
then leave tokyo on march 2.
i still don't know where to stay in tokyo.
anyways, kebs lang basta makapunta ako ng japan!!!
i've always to visit that country and curious lang ako.
kaya lang baka di ko na makita si belinda.
she's leaving manila on march 1 right?

Wednesday, February 05, 2003

hello!! after a long time ngayon na lang ulit ako nakapag e-mail. first reason: maaga uwian namin so i have time to check my mail . second: may pera ako pang-internet (chuks!) . third: feeling ko super miss nyo na ko. i remember the last time i e-mailed you guys was like two months ago!!! two months? tagal non!! (hahaha di ma-gets ni marlon!!!) uy kaya pala ako nag email kasi super saykolow ng chika ni marlon about the... ooops pagdating na lang daw nya ikukwento sa mga tao. wag nyo na rin ako kulitin belinda, shiela and lani kasi di rin masyado malinaw yung kwento so hintayin na lang natin lahat ang pagdating ng pinakasaykolow na turista sa america. uy marlon, nakwento na ba sa yo ni belinda yung ginawa ni alie sa a veneto? saykolow di ba? wala ko masyado makwento kasi super walang ngyayari sa kin. sa work, super sad kasi i'm not that appreciated. may mga job opportunities kaso parang hindi ko linya (sabagay, di ko rin naman linya ginagawa ko!!!) parang nawawala na ganda ko sa office. sana, wish ko lang magkawork na ko ng maganda soon!!! uy may chika pala ko, remember rommel yung bf ni ruby. aalis na sya next week papunta saipan. so super sad si ruby. after two years na uwi. remember nung first date nila tayo kasama sa shangri-la pa to watch muvi, tapos ngayon magkakahiwalay na sila... di naman break pero malayo na si mel. at least sabi ko ke ruby marami na sila pera after two years. si lani nga pala super win ke mark, they'll be watching the boyztwomen concert sa valentines. o say??? di ba super haba ng buhok ni lani (sorry lani naunahan kita ng chika!!!) yesterday din nagtext si lani binigyan daw sya ni mark ng card with matching poem na ginawa nya. o di ba sweet? saykolow pero sweet!!! buti na lang di umabot last year ang kasweetan ni mark kung hindi baka natalo tayo ni lani sa bet. matalo ba tayo ng isang never pa nagka-first date? chika lang lani!!! ako naman, super tigang kasi sabi mo nga marlon futile, so i decided to move on. chuks.. buti pa si lani nagwawagi. sana before you come back, sing-saya na rin ako ni lani. (lani, kakaiba ka!!!! winwinwin!!!). nga pala si shiela move on na rin daw sya. na-realize nya wala na syang mapapala ke anthony (ooops carlos miguel pala! ka-cheapan!!). balita ko pala bati na kayo ni galo. ano naisipan mo at nakipagbati ka sa kanya? pero tama yun dapat wala kaaway this year, malas daw yun kasi ang goat meek and peace-loving. si belinda lagi naman kayon nag-uusap so kebs. uy sana sa pag-uwi mo dito super sexy ka na. wish ko lang. o sya sya, hanggang dito na lang po. see you soon!!!

ang pinakamaganda sa ganders group,

cherryl :)

Tuesday, February 04, 2003

hello everyone!
how was your weekend?

i went to LA last friday night kahit super daming gulo pa.
buti pumayag yung teammate ko na mag-on call the whole weekend,
or else di matutuloy ang mga pagrampa ko.
di na rin ako nakasama sa saykolow "christmas" party namin.
last friday lang nag-party dahil may hinintay na bosing.
tapos nag-announce ng party, 5 hours before.
saykolow!

sinundo ako ni suzanne and jayson from the airport at around 1030 pm,
then uwi sandali for my luggage then diretso gimik.
ni-meet namin yung highschool classmates ni jayson,
don sa may chuy's sa glendale.
it's a sports bar for straight people,
so di ako nag-expect na bebenta ako that night.
chuks!

we got home really late, and i got drunk,
after drinking 2 cape cod (vodka + cranberry),
2 margaritas and 1 long island iced tea.
pagdating na pagdating sa guest room, tulog agad.
i heard suzanne knocking but i was too drunk to get the door.

plan ni suzanne was to drive to san diego,
to visit either the zoo or seaworld.
kaya lang 2 hours away, so might as well go to mexico.
too bad, i left my passport kaya di na natuloy.
nakuha ko na kasi yung replacement state id ko,
so di ko na dinadala yung passport, baka kasi mawala.

we decided to go to griffith park to view the hollywood sign.
we didn't know na closed sya for the year.
nagpunta na lang kami sa beverly hills,
para tumingin-tingin sa mga shops sa rodeo drive.
most of the fancy stores, nagkalat around beverly hills.
i told jason na i had to buy something,
wala lang, just to see how julia roberts felt in pretty woman.
chuks!

nakabili kami ni jayson ng wallets sa ferragamo, and that was it.
di na namin afford bumili pa ng anything else.
sa kabilang side ng rodeo drive yung beverly drive,
nandun yung cheaper stores, nakabili ako ng shoes sa banana rep.
napansin ko lang, mas maraming tao don than rodeo.
sa rodeo kasi, naka-line up yung mga fancy cars,
bentleys, benz na s-class, ferrari, cadillacs, etc.
as in really intimidating.

we spent the whole day shopping, lumipat kami sa outlet.
considerably cheaper don kesa sa beverly hills,
although wala naman yung mga signature brands don.
outlet = happiest place on earth,
second lang ang disneyland.
chuks!

around 9 pm, ni-meet namin sina howie and david,
tapos nag-dinner kaming 5 sa isang resto sa beverly center.
fancy resto sya, and we had to wait an hour just to get in.
pero it was worth it, the food was great.
ang laki pa ng servings, compared to other fancy restos,
na ang konti-konti ng mga nilalagay nila.

around 12 midnight, naghiwalay-hiwalay na,
tapos sumama na ako kina howie and david para mag-overnight.
howie and i still wanted to go to west hollywood,
so hinatid namin si david sa apartment.
i can't tell you here what happened during the gimik after,
basta it was something interesting.
i'll tell you all about it when i get back in pinas.

*giggle*

we got home before 5 am, and dapat meet ko si berns
sa magic mountain before lunch.
but i was too tired and sleepy to get up,
tapos nagising ako sa tawag nya around 11 am.
nagalit yata si berns sa akin kasi na-indian ko sila
ng friend nya sa magic mountain.
it's an hour away from west LA tapos sayang
na yung $40 na entrance fee if i just stay for a few hours.
so nag-lunch na lang kami ni howie,
then watched pedro aldomovar's talk to her.
the movie won golden globe's best foreign picture,
and i think, it deserves the award.
very original yung story, naiyak ako sa ending!
basta something about 2 guys in-love with 2 comatose girls.
i don't think they'll show it in pinas,
may mga scenes na super saykolow.

after that we picked up david and went to santa monica pier.
this is LA's version of SF's fisherman's wharf.
ok yung place, very scenic, relaxing.
don ni-shoot yung isang part ng crazy/beautiful.
after watching this movie, i knew that i had to visit the place.

for dinner, we went to 3rd st promenade.
nagkaroon uli ako ng close encounter of a hollywood starlet!
nanonood ba kayo ng felicity, si keri russell?
hindi sya yung na-meet ko, yung roommate nya!
chuks!

there was this girl na palapit sa table namin.
pagtingin ko sa kanya, nakatingin din sya sa akin,
tapos biglang naisip ko, "i know her!".
nagkatinginan kami ni howie, tapos ganon din pala naisip nya.
finally naisip namin na sya yung saykolow roommate ni felicity,
yung girl na sobrang wild until maging friends sila.
she and her group sat at the table behind us,
and i really wanted to get her autograph,
even though i didn't know her name (i still don't).
chuks!

after dinner umuwi na kami then hatid sa airport.
it might be my last LA trip kaya na-sad ako.
i'll definitely miss howie, and i really enjoyed my stay.
just a night with him, nagbago ang course ng buhay ko.
chuks!

:)

Monday, February 03, 2003

hi marlon...buti na lang you didnt call cherryl up...it wasnt an earth shaking news naman what she told us...she was just depressed over her job...baka maka relate ka raw kasi...na-bypass sia sa isang pet project ng company owner...sayang daw kasi bigger pay...but i have a feeling that it wasnt just about the pay and the feeling na you weren't even considered...i think that it was also the fact that francis was invited to join the project...therefore she wouldnt be able to see him anymore...so pls cherryl MOVE ON....

more updates...lani finally said yes to the boyz2men concert invitation...mark told her na standing lang sila...cheap lang siguro ticket nia (around P300, the most expensive is P3,000)...pero it's ok di ba....at least lani has a V date! :)))

i watched this movie last night on tv ...i dunno what the title is but the song "love is a many splendored thing" was played in almost all of the scenes so maybe that' s the title of the movie...what was disturbing about the movie is when the leading man said something like: life's greatest tragedy is not to be loved...ergo the movie is implying that i live a tragic life...but naisip ko rin...nah the movie cant be right...it's extremely superficial to measure one's life solely based on your romantic attachments...i mean, what about your friends, your job, your family, don't they count too?