lani,

i have super bad news.
na-car accident si miguel sison last friday o saturday yata.
he passed away the same day, not sure kung sa hospital
or don pa lang sa accident mismo.
he's the 4th in our batch to pass away.
what a sad christmas for his family, friends and fans (like you).

belinda,

actually cherryl was trying to tell us na the reason why
who is francis backed-out of the "date" was alie.
na kung di sumama si alie (or kung sino man),
tuloy sana ang romantic (to cherryl's eyes) date.
kaya lang, nang nalaman ni who is francis,
parang napaisip sya at nag-make ng excuse not to go.
pero even though i'm thousands miles away from manila,
i can clearly see that this is not the case.
chuks!

SCENARIO A:
who is francis has a long-time girlfriend.
one day, during a phone call, who is francis tells his girlfriend,
"i love you", in front of cherryl.

there are two ways to interpret this:

a. he loves his girlfriend and not interested in cherryl
b. he loves his girlfriend but is interested in cherryl

if we take answer a, then cherryl's insinuations about
what "really" happened regarding the aborted date is baseless,
that francis really had to bring his lola to the hospital,
and wasn't making any excuse not to go.

if we then take answer b, there's an outside chance
that cherryl's insinuations could be true.
but then, what kind of man would say i love you
to his girlfriend in front of someone he "likes"?
is this acceptable, gentlemanly behavior?

i strongly believe that cherryl deserves so much better than this.
and for that, i've come up with:

SCENARIO B:
who is francis has a long-time girlfriend.
one day, during a phone call, who is francis tells his girlfriend,
"i love you", in front of cherryl.
cherryl starts to ignore him for the rest of her life,
and meets her one true love in megamall while ice-skating.

and they live happily ever after.

chuks! pis cherryl!
got your card yesterday, super thanks! mwaah!
merry xmas and happy boylet hunting!

:)

sia sia...don't jump into conclusions naman...malay mo he was really driving his lola to the hospital...that is way much more of an important matter than texting an officemate (ooops!)...then again, if he was making it all up...then kebs! he's a fake! you don't wanna waste your time sa kanya...d na nga sia kaguwapuhan e! tas sinungaling pa sia! charing! hahahaha...ikaw, mas nakakalam ka which one holds more truth...sa tingin mo, lola or lie?

hello everyone!
nasaykolow ako sa kahabaan ng mga emails ni shiela,
feeling nya sobrang dami ng nangyayari sa buhay nya.
as if?! ako i haven't been emailing for sometime kasi
super walang time, alam nyo na career and love.
charing! oo nga pala nag-mode na naman ako ke alie
kasi nagmaldita na naman. hay naku nahihirapan na ko
sa kanya. buti na lang di ko pa nabibigay gift ko sa
kanya. as if meron! may chika pala ako, last saturday
when we had christmas dinner super pa-invite si
francis na watch daw kami muvi ng monday. ako naman
pa-accept ng invitation kasi wala naman akong gagawin
that day. tapos he called me up pa sunday night to
confirm. then when monday came tinatanong nya what
time dating ni alex, sabi ko mamaya pang hapon. so i
assumed gusto nya isama si alex. so i told him pwede
naman kami magkita na lang ng 6pm (2pm kasi uwi namin)
kasi may pupuntahan pa ko. he asked if pwede 5pm para
naman di sobra late (ngek!). so in short nagkasundo
na na we'll go out that night (i'm assuming again na
pwede sumama yung gusto pang sumama). so alie and i
went to sm para magshopping-shopping muna. then around
4:30 i texted him na kasama ko si alie and papunta na
kami. tama ba namang saka lang sabihin na he had to
drive his lola to the hospital kaya di sya
makakapunta???!!! kainis di ba? well, hindi yung lola
nya (if his reason was true!) bakit di agad sya
nagsabi na he couldn't make it, i had to text and ask
him pa? so kung di ko sya tinext at dumiretso na ko sa
meeting place magmumukhang tanga ko?! so today
(tuesday) di ko sya kinakausap. lumapit sya sa kin
pero kebs. although i replied sa text nya yesterday
na ok lang, and sana his lola gets well soon
achuchuchu, pero mode pa rin. (in fairness nag-sorry
sya pero kebs sa sorry). i've learned another
lesson,that is, never to accept his invitation again
ever!!! ewan ko lang kasi i feel na he just made up an
excuse (gut feel ba!). kaya nakakainis. so ayun
nilabas ko lang dito sa email kasi can't call shiela
at nandun nanay nya baka sabihin super telebabad na
naman sya. si belinda naman super late na dumating.
si lani naman baka di makapag-advice dahil nandyan din
mama nya. hay naku marlon, sayang na lang ang ganda
ko no?! anyway, k lang. o yan muna ang chika ko sa
yo. di kasinghaba at walang disclaimer kasi wala ko
sa mood today (hahaha!!! as if!!!) hi na lang ke glen
and howie. hope you'll also see suzanne soon. merry
christmas.

hay naku...saykolow na ata talaga mga tao...si cherryl...she was with francis kagabi daw in friday's brick road...they were doing their script for their company's xmas party...tas tumawag ang santitang (sabi ni shiela kasi mataba parang santa) gf ni francis...and cherryl was kindda pissed off coz d man lang daw lumayo ang guy para di siaya marinig...tuloy she overheard him say i love you over the phone...tas ang lola mo sabi nia di man lang daw kinonsider ni francis feelings nia! tawa ako...tapos she corrected herself...kasi daw may "struggle" ....tawa ako ulit....! ano ba! naloloka ako! anyways...at least she's happy...chux!.... bahala na lang...pero sana in the end...happy lahat...

shiela,

saykolow ang disclaimer mo, super defensive!
don't worry, naniniwala naman kami sa stories mo,
kahit na alam naming 4% reality lang sila.
chuks!

parang na-sad ako sa mga kwento mo,
mala-so near yet so far na mga boylets yan.
don't waste your time with chikoy, gusto ka lang bentahan.
based sa kwento ni lani, akala ko date talaga yun.
pero nang mabasa ko ang better living part, hmmm...
ayoko rin ng mga networking chuchu, parang fishy.
buti naman at di ka nagpadala sa landi, este love pala,
at kung hindi, goodbye thousands of pesoses ka na.

with anthony naman, feeling ko sya na ang biggest love mo.
he's someone you can never have, so biggest frustration mo sya.
pero oks lang yan, at least you know how it feels diba?
if you want to keep your distance, well and good.
but i don't think you can keep it, mahal mo na sya diba?
chuks!

btw, balita ko may nag-away daw dahil sa legs?
how true ang chismaks na to?
ibig sabihin ba nito leg stockings na lang xmas gifts ko?
chuks!

i kno i know u enjoyed my last email re 2 guys--anthony and chikoy.well...and2 naman k cz have anodr chika for u.

1.chikoy

di ba told u guys chikoy parang alon lulubog lilitaw, low tide high tide ba minsan nandyan minsan wala...well tawag siya monday 2 wiks ago wala nangungumusta,etc syempre pinigilan ko sarili k sabihn kung bakit angyon lang siay tawag uli di ba after such along time (3 wiks say! matagal na yun ha in fairness. as usual umiral pagaka-conservativ k naman so pigilan ko sarili so kuwento siya may business daw siya,chuchu
so moi naman nakikinig lang di ba act interested (cardinal rule in entertaining potential love interests ryt?) anyway, kelan daw kami kita sb ko friday sb so tagal daw so wed na lang (in fairness ha di na siya makapghintay skin chuks!) tapos kuwento2 kung ganu k daw kafrend s i mike malixi (common frend namin )sb ko barkada but not dat close tapos sb niya bkt daw ganun mga gf nun d ganun kganda pde naman daw ako mganda naman daw ko (as in pumalakpak tenga k ha) watever di ba. sb k nice naman d girl, etcetc.marami p napagkuwentuhan pero not dat signi kaya forgot ko na. in fairness, di ko 2 cnb sinyo cherryl and belinda kc ayoko maudlot as wat hapend b4 (wat is one sacrifice=not telling my frends about the "date" compared to the pleasure of seeing him di ba) kaya ayun cnb k lang kay lani pero didnt tel hr na si chikoy yun surprys c lani naman kala c maritz (ex ni ton remember?) let hr tink dat way di ba. so mit kami lani starbks katipunan (para malapit)told hr ws miting chikoy but only re business chuchu cnsb niya.tapos kain muna kami lani tawag shakeys(kahit ayoko ha pero awa naman k lani gutom na) bigla na lang txt siya nandyan na daw siya. all of a sudden, evertng changed....as in nawaln k ng gana (pero kanina lang ang ingay na tiyan k s gutom) na-tense ko pinabalot k n lang fud k and moi proceed sa cr nag-ayos (mhirap na bhira lang 2 yoko namn mukhang...sa harap niya). si lani tawa ng tawa kc para dw ko high skul(nagsalita yung di pa...)as in nataranta ko di ko alam gagawin ko kakain ba ko o iwn ko c lani to mit hm kc hintay na siya...anywy,i dcided sabay n lang kami lani and paghintayin namin siya (as girls di ba kanina tirik mata namin hintay sa kanya kc galing p alabang siya and daan edsa tama ba yun? pde naman magc5)so punta na kami starbks pero nag=yaya mcdo (kcheap-an ha!mganda lighting sa strbks magmumukha k maganda cz of d lyts and conducive for talking,kung anu-ano pa....)discuss n siay nung nandun na kami re business----foreever living! (diyos ko ayokom ng networking pero sige pa rin nakikinig pa rin lola mo sayang din di ba) si lani pinagtabi kami so ok panalo! in fairness, ok c lani tsika chikoy re miriam comon frends nila,etc tapos lani bigla umalis may ggwin p daw siya.honestly, id rather nandun siya kc hiya din ko sakanya dont know wat to say, to do,to talk,etcetc pero c lani umalis pa rin iniwan ko..(hehehe) so ayun moi patanung2 skanya about forever living (dioyos ko s lahat pa business eto pa napili di namn moi mukha gamot di ba?) so explain siya panalo ko dito kc syempre habang explain siya lumalapit naamoy ko (ang bango grabe! di ko maintindhan cnsb niya kc nakututok moi sa amoy niya, sa kanya, d way he speaks,etc so tiyagaan ko discussion/explanation niya (sayang naman d effort galing p alabang might as well listen d ba) may kasama pa brochures (in fairness parang boy scout laging handa!) so ayun mga 1 hour lang yun. bliv me ppol i tryd (god knows) i tryd phabain yung time namin, ask hm questions, appear interested (kahit hindi) para lang m-prolong yung moment ko wd hm, ask hm how to compute chuchu (kht madali lang intndihan ha) jz to prolong evertng pero ayun natapos pa rin.super sad! so pabalik na kami car ask hm san tayo? (hope hindi cheap k dun)sb niya hatid niya ko pauwi alam niya place namin. ok watever! tapos sb niya ayan mga brochures re products basahin ko dw (blv me i tryd pero d ko tlaga kayang tiisin basahin) so nlagay ko bag para di naman m-offend. tpos ayun hatid na ko hws.d nasa bahay n ko antok na ko niyan ha pero lapit ko fon kc baka tawag....hindi!di man lang ko tanong kung buhay pa ko, safe ba ko nakauwi,etc in fairness, ha minus 10 pogi points yun! forgot to mention pala na sb siya skin "...bkt magand ka namn ha" sa context conversation namin (nandun si lani sbay tirik ng mata)i joke it off sb ko magkape siya, etc (chika lang yun pero ang haba2 ng hair ko nun filing k girl na girl ako nun) sb k kc tumaba siya sb niya gusto daw niya ganun para pag nagkita kami di siya mapahiya (ok fine watever!)c lani tumitingin mata sa kisame (uuuuy tutuo 2 not kidding u cn ask hr pa nga eh chuks!)somhw na-overshadow nito d niya pag tawag skin to know kung safe ko nakauwi (courtesy ba although hinatid niya s harap ng bahay namin nabangga pa nga ayun nakarama tuloy!). twas mga 1 wik after tawag siya kung may napili na daw ko , sb ko wala di ko pa basa (wa\nt to b hnest rin)ask niya kung ode dw k mamayatold hm no kc may puntahan k (which is very true n d naman 2loy after kc nktulog leche!pinagpalit chikoy wd sleep and tanga2 k noh)punta dw kami grinhlls nandun dw main ofic (leche ulit!kala ko date na ha di pala walang katapusang forever living pa rin!)sb niya basahin ko daw sb il try pero may cnb ko dnt bother wn he asked somtng about the product kc d k gus2 networking dnt lyk sales (say!honesty vs. lalake hmmmm.....)konsensya din ko wnt him for d reasons (romance chuks!) tapos siya gusto yata ko i-recruit huhuuhuhuhuhuhu....till now m stil w8ng for hs call pero wala p rin ko heard anytng from him--call,or txt.....cguro as business chuchu lang tingin niya skin not for anythng else di ba...well m hoping...w8ting...praying...imploring st. jude's help (patron of desperate cases) chika!

2.anthony
much as i luk forward to seeing hm dis holiday season pag uwi ko legazpi part of me says no!no!no!no!no!no!no!no! (oh di ba parang pelikula at dialogue ng bading hehehehehe)kc fresh p lahat (yung alin?)d memories (chika), yung kuwnto niya re ex-gf nya na luv pa rin niya (pesteng babae yan ha!)part of me...i dnt know...chika ulit! part of me wnts to put distance muna kc baka pag nkita ko siya kung ano p gawin ko hehehehehehe.....(yun lang pala)hnestly, di ko rin alam (say mo!) naiinis rin ko wd myself for assuming,etcetc and wd hm for flirting (chuks!)uuuyyyy ha di 22o to baka [pag kita nyo ton kung ano isipin niyo (say pa-defend2 pagkatpos mainis!)anyway, shock pa rin ko na wala lang pala yun he's a frend nuting more...nuting less...sob!

Disclaimer:the stories mentioned do not (i repeat) exist in the imagination of the writer nor are the characters fictitious, they are not lies concocted by the writer (gorgeous moi) solely to make chika. they are facts based on real-life situations experienced by the writer herself (much to her heartbreak).any suggestion, comment, clarification will be highly appreciated,entertained (at kung anu-ano pa) by the writer (agen gorgeous moi) except ( i repeat) recriminations.the writer tryd (even god knows) to entertain prospects but circumstances and fate i guess) worked against her.

marlon, pede daw bang i-move yung deadline ng bet from december 20 to december 31 midnight....? :) gusto ni shiela pala, anne klein na watch two-toned...si cherryl: bag (try mo lang ha)...me (belinda): fossil watch na two-toned na lang....

favorite song of the moment:

Somebody
I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who'll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She'll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She'll hear me out
And won't easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she'll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me

I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who'll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don't want to be tied
To anyone's strings
I'm carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when I'm asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I'll get away with it

hey lani!

mabuti naman at pumayag kang pasiklaban ni shiela.
at least now we know, na hindi drawing si chicoy.
chuks!

so after seeing chicoy, sino ang mas keri,
yung boylets mo sa mirriam (including dexter) o shiela's?
say, pag-compete-in ba?
chuks!

teka, ano na balita sa love affair nyo ni allan?
don't tell me si shiela lang ang humaharot
para sa grand prize na 800 pesoses?
take note, malapit na ang deadline!
kung sino man nagtabi ng tissue na pinagsulatan,
kelan nga uli ang deadline?

unfortunately, lost na yata ako sa contest,
i don't think makakahanap ako ng boylet in 2 weeks.
i've had my chances for the last month or so,
please see emails LA: part 1 and #3: new york,
pero wala akong ma-feel for them.
i mean, i just want to meet new people,
but not to enter another relationship or something.
so it's either si shiela ang manalo or quadruple tie.
chuks!

:)